My True Past. (Do not feel say but rejoy for God has made me whole.)

In the Life of Sean Murray people saw and see smiles. In the Past the Smiles were not real like they are today. In Middle School 6th grade. I was informed with a diagnoses of Tourette Sydrome. It runs in my family. It affects my motor skills both verbal and physical. I would hummm songs or anything, Shack my head aggressively. In school I would Smile as they called me freak, teachers embarrass me in Class, They didn't even try to understand. But I smiled so everything was ok. In Middle School the definition of ok was going home and down to the basement to punch walls made of cement and rock. It seemed like the only people that Cared was my family and Church but it wasn't enough. I lost hope and faith. I just wanted everything to come to an end. I went to youth group and told them I hated life and wanted to kill myself. They all gathered and prayed for me. This love they showed me I had only gotten from my Family. They tried to understand and I saw now that there is a love greater then that produced by man. I went Back to God and Finally got right with him. Now I love life, and Love my Friends, Since this past summer Summer of 2010 I am off my meds for tourette syndrome and doing well. All to the Glory of God. If you have God's love shwo it to all and don't judge, try to understand, and show them the light that God has put with in us to show. God Bless and Thanks for reading.